I have come here out of utter desperation ! Well you see I am in a position in my life that is seems enviable to others but is in fact quite miserable to myself. I have no idea what's going on in my life at present nor a hint of what's waiting in the future. But I am holding onto a past that is very dear to me. When I say "The past" I mean some lovely moments with the people I love and care about. But now I find that past being threatened by something that I am not even aware of. I find myself at the edge of happiness and entering something that seems gloomy and uninteresting. I had a dream once ; to become someone the world knew and admired. Till now I don't seem to be anywhere that dream . I find myself in a herd of people who would rather prefer the money over their dreams and am ashamed of myself. I have a only a few days before this change and I can't do a single thing about it.
